written journal
Making a conscience effort to write down the one fleeting thought, conversation overheard, lyric, line from a book, or scene that stands out each day forces me to be more aware of my surroundings and my life.
070409 of this we are sure
070309 you took my breath away
070209 but that wouldn’t be my perfect day
070109 con has too many meanings
063009 plus is more
062909 i will arrange everything
062809 please forget who you are
062709 the world as it is and the world as it could be
062609 te echo de menos. already.
062509 working. i don’t do it for the money.
062409 dull from beginning to end. but full of entertainment.
062309 distinguish between the dialogue words spoken
062209 no, it’s an intension
062109 i got nobody on my side, and surely that ain’t right
062009 unusually communicative in a reserved way
061909 and they love watching birds
061809 scream and shout
061709 protect me from what i want
061609 back steps to sit on, that’s all
061509 today was an awful day
061409 te prometo
061309 chair for hug
061209 struggle with the dark and respond to the light
061109 perhaps you’re interested too?
061009 it’s like a dream, isn’t it? no, better.
060909 the characteristic aphorisms
060809 i can’t go on. i’ll go on...
060709 imperfect work
060609 (or longer)
060509 i wish time would stand still
060409 provisional hugs
060309 be calm. smile.
060209 can someday be now?
060109 warm rain at sunset
053109 infiniteness
053009 all of me
052909 anything to make you smile
052809 we still have time
052709 i don’t know you
052609 go slow
052509 lost in the maze
052409 silent and still
052309 courage to do what’s right
052209 and you are there
052109 one becomes many
052009 sun glares and fades
051909 lost in a dream
051809 every day without you is like a little eternity
051709 a world with dew still on it
051609 soundscapes
051509 suddenly is sooner than you think
051409 maybe, might
051309 distance is near
051209 i put my soul in what i do
051109 it would have been enough
051009 put off
050909 everything deserves a very slow double-take
050809 if nothing lasts forever, can i be nothing?
050709 the attempt of understanding someone sharing something
050609 shyly obscene
050509 with all the time to come, left to be us
050409 intense fragility
050309 with eyes closed i saw a flash
050209 where do people like us float
050109 throwing out boomerang, waiting for it to come back to me
043009 on a bed of spiderwebs
042909 it seemed blindingly obvious
042809 steps must be gentle
042709 two dots on a map
042609 unlocking, exploring, building
042509 what comes is better than what came before
042409 i don’t hesitate
042309 you never really know
042209 softly
042109 time is just memory mixed with desire
042009 my heart just skipped a beat
041909 spring sick
041809 your shadow and mine, holding the time
041709 have known forever
041609 i show you a mystery
041509 whenever. if ever.
041409 the air is the only thing we share
041309 all my everything
041209 chain linked fingers
041109 why are you not closer?
041009 a beautiful mess
040909 i can dream the rest away
040809 the most thoughtful gesture
040709 days of old reflections come alive
040609 i mean every word i say
040509 just can’t help it
040409 set adrift on memory bliss of you
040309 did you realize?
040209 finally air
040109 and again
033109 periodic points
033009 waking to whispers
032909 window reflections
032809 bad in a good way
032709 everyone’s a photographer
032609 no one likes you quite the way that i do
032509 chandelier gardens
032409 come true
032309 listen, words are gone
032209 slow down
032109 i wish i could...
032009 can’t anybody see
031909 what did you really want?
031809 take care of it
031709 potential for negotiation
031609 vertical time, horizontal movement
031509 i miss you
031409 felt like days
031309 against the rules, against your skin
031209 and how they come together
031109 i’ve been sitting at home
031009 say it simple
030909 swallowed the sun
030809 what happens next
030809 what happens next
030709 blurred parentheses
030609 a life of coincidences
030509 i feel the pressure
030409 and now we’re saying bye
030309 i feel you in my heart
030209 wasted space
030109 the whole world falls away
022809 (un)vain
022709 elements of time (empty)
022609 surreal fever dream
022509 nothing or everything
022409 more life
022309 if my back turned
022209 proclivities of historical amnesia
022109 live the life of your mind
022009 lightness purity sensuality
021909 not appreciated
021809 conscious / unconscious
021709 scroungers
021609 this is a little embarrassing
021509 constant level of investigation
021409 live and love and sleep together
021309 what happened to you?
021209 with the pale cast of thought
021109 lightness and movement in the midst of solidity
021009 continuity in all forms of expression
020909 i’ve been a little too nice
020809 leitmotiv
020709 but you’re never going to love me like i need
020609 you are stronger than me
020509 today is a new day
020409 its a good thing that you came along with me
020309 more object, less sky
020209 spill your thoughts on the floor
020109 undone
013109 no colors anymore, i want them to turn black
013009 always and never
012909 detail/loop/repetition
012809 could you see me cry, tears like diamonds
012709 maps to get lost by
012609 mystery is noon light changed
012509 intersection spaces
012409 a phonetic disaster
012309 the space between
012209 tomorrow will be fine
012109 gosto de te ver ao sol
012009 i had a dream that i could fly
011909 times of dreamy quietude
011809 some thoughts wearing thin
011709 all the places that you should have been
011609 learning as if you were going to live forever
011509 thought it rather crass
011409 he does, she doesn’t
011309 strutter
011209 a three piece suit and no shoes
011109 lets spend it sleeping
011009 busily constructing a mythological company
010909 blind spot
010809 never
010708 it goes into dis-coordinates
010609 initiate the process
010509 happy enough
010409 inconsequentially ordinary
010309 the silence of noise
010209 just the way that you are
010109 future oriented
123108 profoundly aware of the unreality
123008 fragile, but just don’t show it
122908 true fakes
122808 they lost. we won.
122708 this is not the end
122608 they say that love can bring you back
122508 don’t be surprised if i hibernate
122408 turn the white snow red
122308 we’re always waiting
122208 white night walks
122108 waiting to be undiscovered
122008 you might be pleasantly surprised
121908 the days grow short
121808 divide skip
121708 tracing hands on windows
121608 copper buttons are way too much
121508 this feels like the longest day
121408 little pyramid hands
121308 tomorrow is a long way off
121208 i can’t see without observing
121108 catch yourself from falling
121008 the extent of restraints
120908 and she named him anonymous
120808 a study in plastic imperfection
120708 see me though tomorrow’s eyes
120608 hot mess
120508 gold velvet brocade
120408 the banality of the object
120308 in the corners of her eyes
120208 the harder you look the harder you look
120108 with a gun and a pack of sandwiches
113008 i want to live innocent
112908 its up to me
112808 lose my mind
112708 fed up
112608 don’t shrug your shoulders
112508 gin, candy corn, suitcases, failed love affairs
112408 snowy screen
112308 nowhere. but one last time, lets go there.
112208 you are the secret
112108 examine your own complexity
112008 from that cloud
111908 perpetuities
111808 the sky seems nearer
111708 such sad regrets
111608 blind sided
111508 best enjoyed in small doses
111408 play life
111308 the moonlight woke me up
111208 i’m soaking through and through
111108 the glimmer of an orange leaf fell outside the window
111008 i stand at the end of no tradition
110908 manipulate your own space
110808 no more wasting time
110708 beauty cheers / ugliness offends
110608 all excuses are gone
110508 come close and enter our world
110408 this is a new day, a fresh start
110308 quarter mile queue for one newspaper
110208 rain is good for day dreaming
110108 between the rows
103108 one after another
103008 beholden to styles
102908 priests teenagers thermals
102808 seeds
102708 good okay bad
102608 pixels fall
102508 insomnia
102408 enjoy it while it lasts
102308 golden light
102208 near me
102108 so is mine
102008 we talked and were silent together
101908 how long is now
101808 maybe next time
101708 feliz - happy
101608 distracting me
101508 eloquent
101408 floating feather
101308 i will think of you
101208 to lure snow white
101108 1000 flowers could bloom
101008 everyone revolves around him
100908 there are no words
100808 i’m getting light headed
100708 they’re looking at us
100608 today is the tomorrow you were promised yesterday
100508 cannonballs stacked
100408 maybe there is no privacy anymore
100308 turn off the lights
100208 exploit excess
100108 semi private
093008 to the left and right
092908 switch the style
092808 dappled sunlight
092708 look out
092608 where will we find truth?
092508 columns of life
092408 non-format
092308 not a swear word
092208 devoid of ego
092108 doing nothing
092008 mass movement
091908 i’m sorry
091808 feels like...
091708 self-depreciating cleverness
091608 living spaces
091508 that is me
091408 it is decidedly inconvenient
091308 you know the people i’m talking about
091208 phantastic work
091108 brave the free
091008 never do what they do
090908 pyramid spiderwebs
090808 simplified
090708 i’ll walk with you
090608 why is there a fascination?
090508 the winds picked up and it poured
090408 excavating or exhuming
090308 this and this and this, and then that
090208 i cannot believe how proud i am of you
090108 stay with me
083108 can i put my arm around you?
083008 tomorrow if the sky’s still gray
082908 life interrupts life
082808 dreaming awake
082708 gane
082608 eyelids closing
082508 it was so quite, you said if i listened close...
082408 he fell for the second time which was quite embarrassing, frankly speaking
082308 escalator beats
082208 no risk, no fun
082108 keep your head out of the clouds
082008 i will be happy to see you
081908 she magic-ed them
081808 i heard we talked about nothing
081708 i walk on top of them?
081608 i need to learn
081508 stamped sand ashtrays (the only reason to smoke)
081408 it will always be there, that is the best part
081308 where ever you are, there you are
081208 sprinkler mist in the sunrise
081108 falling in between
081008 wait. what about tomorrow?
080908 i plan on sleeping in
080808 this is the best we could do
080708 collars as hoods
080608 the subliminal verses
080508 he is as incompetent as ever, at least he is consistent
080408 black satin
080308 no ma’am, we’re musicians
080208 i really do not know
080108 rhythm kisses
073108 haze of sunlight
073008 let it drop, watch it drop
072908 d’iris
072808 a day spent without real enthusiasm is a lost opportunity
072708 cinnamon honey
072608 216 skunk in the city
072508 the day after
072408 the worst thing is to be satisfied
072308 the best of...
072208 cows on morrison
071908 fastidious
071708 one walk, five bands
071608 salute
071108 i hate that you are condescending
071008 it seems that she was living someone else’s dream
070908 too much
070808 five bees. one flowered dress.
070708 i think it is a case of sleep walking
070608 no expression. just a look.
070508 the doorbell rang twice as I stepped into the shower
070408 maybe I have met him...
